My computer is so slow at home now that I can't even get into this site anymore. My car is ready for the dump, the computers stuffed and I have to have a remake! And I'm only 50 haha.
9 more sleeps - starting to feel a little nervous but absolutely positively POSITIVE! I have more concern for my dear friend Irene who decided to have a mammogram after getting my email and is now waiting on results of a biopsy. We've been in daily contact and I'm glad I keep her laughing but there's no way that I can understand how she feels waiting for the news. Because everyone is different. Everyone handles cancer in their own way. Its a very personal experience. I've been 'on top' I guess but others could feel devastated. What I've found though is how many 'friends' don't know how to deal with the news of someone having cancer. What has annoyed me the most is people who say "I know how you feel, I know what you're going through, I know what you're going to go through after the op" (Yes, its true!) and yet they've never had cancer, never had to have a breast off and never had sleepless nights thinking about the future! Thankfully there are few of them but it feels very patronising and really annoys me. I have to forgive them as words just aren't their best asset but geez, can people be so insensitive!
The Dr said I need heaps of sleep .. yeah right! I've seen 2am, 3.23am, 5am.. have you ever tried to count minutes to make you go back to sleep haha. Least I can plan stuff in the middle of the night.. no other distractions haha.
My quilt is ready to be quilted now. It looks absolutely amazing. So rich and colourful. I can't wait to see it finished. On Saturday I made a pillow thingy from some of the other hearts as they said I'll need to have one for travelling for a while. Keep the boob up haha.
Well off to a course today. Hope I dont fall asleep haha. Looking forward to free lunch tho! Whoops don't tell the boss! Have a great day everyone.
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I'm telling.... ha ha ha! I would love to see the quilt when it is finished Karen! There is nothing I can say to help you sleep better mate, I have had a few sleepless nights myself and the only thing that works is getting so bloody tired from lack of sleep that EVENTUALLY you do sleep! Hang in there, it will be all over soon and you will be on the road to recovery!
hi karen
hope everything went according to plan! and hope you are up and about. Was thinking of you on the 27th. I bet you are getting spoilt. Not much news this end. Going to Dannevegas on Sunday to see George's sister who is not well. Where are you recouperating? Going home to mum??
Love as always
Veda & George
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